alone

this afternoon,the partner was absent from the class . so i was alone after class. i always felt a little weird and awkward when walking in the street without any partners . it looks like that i am not popular. after the course of oral english , i asked some of classmates back to the dormitory together. but it failed . everyone has something of their own to do. it seems that the one who don't have the important thing to do is just me .on the way alone to the dorm, i came across two and so we were partners. but in the middle they went another way . as a result i was single again. the day before i have had a blog "enjoy loneness", at that time i really wanted it.and i am not afraid to be lonely in a quiet place. just don't like be single in public. now think it over , no one could be with you for ever even your parends or wife/husband. there are some words in a song "loneness is the happiness of one, binge shows the loneness of  a group". yes i have to get used of being alone and face it directly!