the weekend

though the weekend was over, but it is not for me. it seems that i would miss here every weekend for the part-time work. so does this week. last saturday, i went to the bank to check the wage card which is wrong for 2 monthes. then sunday i worked there for a whole day just talking and teaching for 8 hours. but the weekend was not over when i was off work. i found that the girl whose computer was locked days before was sick on her bed. there was no other roomates here , so i stayed with and took care of her for the night. at night before we went to sleep, the electrical energy of our apartment was over.all were dark. oh god! shit! the weekend is not over today! i went to the hospital with my friend for a whole morning. but she is not well yet.  we will go there again this afternoon.for others there is much spare time and they can have rest or do what they want in the weekend .but for me , it is the busiest time in the weekend . so i said the weekend is not over for me!

the perseverance

everybody knows the importance of the perseverance. but sometimes , i can not help thinking what the perseverance is. just like the ads of the website that if u can keep up writing a log or the stuff like diary things each in a week for one year, ur english level should go to a gorgeous level.i do not know whether i have such cool perseverance, each a week,cool, like sex stuffs.so big snow outside the window,f**k adding the the snail's crawling speed of the internet.why i do not like snow. the big snow means a big harvest to the farmers,but it also means a big trouble to modern cities ,specially in beijing, the famous traffic jam, turgid clothes hiding hot girl's alluring stature.

THE REPORT OF OECD

The data issued by OECD(Organization for Economics Cooperation and Development) on 8th,June unravel that most of big economics entities of world will get rid of the economics crunch and be supposed to begin reviving by the end of this year. When I was a student of middle school I was told that the economics crisis is the certain occurence of extremely evil capitalism.But we who are growing under the red flag have to experience the suffering of finacial downturn.It is a total irony. Oh,Of course,that's not my main viewpoint.What I meant is that it's quite good to see the end of this economic recession.Now that I think I should get some experience through the descent of economics.Actually I have received a magzine that involves an article entiled "How to manage your corporation during the period of economic crisis".But to be ashamed,I haven't looked it over yet.so I don't think I can submit some very useful information.As a matter of fact, what I wrote here is just some petty ideas I got from internet and a book. First of all,the bankcrupcy of GM warns us whether the developing style we are always chasing is a-hundred-percent correct.A lot of companies of China have spoken aloud the slogan of "making strong and making large".The dimension of GM empire is large enough,but finally it was crushed by its burdensome human cost.And as the execution of the Law of New Labor Contract,we must realize the the importance of human resource cost.I mean the COST. Second of all,the developing trains of thought of pluralism.Now there are lots of group corporation.We also believe the saying "the West isn't bright then the East will be bright".Actually pluralizing is a good developing method.But whether we should choose the exact relevant indrustries?How to bring balance to those periodical industries is a big challege I think. The third,this is about the index of owner equity.I recommend a percentage of the companies of Lijiacheng.I think it's right when a firm is in recession.but I don't think it's acceptable! to our domestic company.Maybe it's not fit for our national conditions.So before submitting it,I think I should think it through.

The Happiness of being a mother

I have a son of 11 years old. Like other kids, he is lovely, cute and at the same time very naughty and often pisses me off. Frankly speaking, he is a boy who was very difficult to raise when he was a baby and a child. Feeding and making him sleep made me exhausted. He often bursted out into a cry when I was absorbed in a sweet dream at the most wrong time, the midnight, and then my husband woke up too, my parents-in ¨Claw rushed into my room and tried to see what happened. He has been very thin and short for quite a few years and this situation just began to change for the better from last year. When he entered kindergarten, he show his another aspect-overtly attaching to me. He seems to need me every moment when he saw me, disturbing me whatever I was doing. He required me to play with him and being angry if I showed cold shoulder to him when I was busy (such as preparing for the professional title test and master study). At that time, I was very angry and reprimanded him which made him cry as if being wronged.But recently I began to feel that I should be grateful because I have such as cute son. He is a precious gift from God. I am deeply moved when he said: ¡°Mom, we are hard partying mother and son¡±, ¡°Mom, I love you so much¡± and ¡°I love you because son should love his mother¡±. Yes, sometime I should make thinking from another aspect, such as the valuable relationship of attaching, the irreplaceable love between parents and children. I am my son¡¯s mother, also his friend

the following days

there is a saying "depression always follows extreme happiness". it fits me very well. the days before i was not so busy and always felt empty. and there was much time to have random thinking especially at night with no partner in my dorm. in fact, the task of paper hasn't not been finished yet, but i just didn't want to do that with concentration. but the following days, there will be several specific jobs waiting for me .in the following two days i will be busy with the part-time jobs . after that it will be the time to  hand in the paper and there will be a exam next wednesday , so i have to prepare for that in the spare time. so i won't be a kicker any more. just fighting!

The Deceptious Message

Today one of my colleagues came to me and said that she received a message from a strange number. And the message says"I am your good friend. I have to go to another city right now, but I have something to tell you. It is a pity that I do not have time to talk with you, you can dial ******this number, then you will know what I want to say and also you will hear a song which sent by me. Do not recall this cellphone number, it is not mine. Take care of yourself.". Then I tell her it is a deceptious message, I also received such as this kind of messages before. But she is very surprised by my words, and she tell me that she has dialed that number and heard a song, but she regret that she did not hear the words that her friend want to tell her. Well, I say"I hope you can check your cellphone expenses, it must be decreased." And then she tell me that her cellphone expenses has incresed 10 yuan. She feel very angry. I tell her that she must be careful about such messages, most of these are deceptious. I also receieve such messages which said "I have changed the bank card, please remit money to ******this card number." All these messages are sent by strange numbers, we just have to delete it. And I want to remind all of friends, before we remit money to somebody, we have to give them a call first even if she is your daughter, sun , relatives or friends. We have to confirm that it is fact.

how do you think of the academic work not far from you

this afternoon , after the academic reading , i looked through in the library. then i found a book written by my tutor named "learning asking". it is a professional work referred to how to teach the student to learning with questions. years ago , when i didn't attend the college, i thought the writer great and far away from my life. but today many famous professors are around. i am so lucky. when seeing the published book , i don't feel it far in the mind but a little funny. because the names in the book are so familiar. maybe someday it will be necessary in my life to research .yeah, it should be!

so many in the noon

at noon , three hours from 11:00 to 2:00, i have finished so many works . having lunch, reading and commenting on many blogs here , gaining in the happy farm, an episode of gossip girl, a blog and then a short sleep then going back to library again. fulfilling noon!i almost forget, before the rest there should be a short reading about education.

habits of reading and having meal

there are some connections between the habits of reading and having meal. both are from yourself. so it is your character that decide the habits. yesterday there was a discussion with my tutor. he took the habit of having meal to state that of reading. the principle of having meal is healthy first. anything only the body needs , he will eat no matter like or dislike. like meal, any book only helpful he will read no matter like or dislike, easy or difficult! as for me, if don't like something, i won't try it even it is nutritious. so maybe, that is why i didn't read what i dislike or difficult books!

is doomsday coming?

do you know the movie <2012 the end of world> ? it tells us a story about maya prediction that the world will end in 2012.is doomsday coming? will that happen in 2012 as the prediction tells us? though i don't whether it is true, after reviving phenomenons these years : SARS in 2003 and then H1N1 in 2009, snow crisis in the south and then in the north , colder and colder in winter but hotter and hotter in summer, more and more cars , more and more pollution......i am not sure if the pridiction come true in 2012. but i know the doomsday is coming because of what we human being have done rather than the prediction .

something about these days

missing here for days since i changed the style of hair. it was last friday that i did that . after uploading some pictures i left here. the next evening, that was saturday, i attended the wedding party of my friend in college, which is the main cause that i spent more than 200 RMB at the time of financial crisis. there i met many former friends . at night two of them stayed in my dormitory and held the key .it was so late and tired so i missed here.the next day, my cousin brother who is the BF of one classmate would pay for the lunch . so i was there that noon . but the classmate who took my key forget to give it to me .OMG! so i could not came back to the dorm that night.that was sunday.today i came back without key .  fortunately, the roomate left her key to me. so i am back now! 

list

i don't want to be a kicker, but i have to after so many boring events which made both students and teachers angry.1.changing bus station from the middle of cumpus to outside2.cutting off the supply of both cold and hot water without information3.cutting off the reticle in the building of postgraduates for several days without repair4.cold room without warmth in snow days5.being awaken by the noise from wash room all the night.....................................................so many , borning !

bus station

 the bus station was changed 3 or 4 days ago. it was in the middle of campus before, but the new place is outside . it is near neither to the southern gate nor to the western one  but in between, which means no matter through which one we choose to go to the station, it has to take us more time . as far as our building which is in the middle not so far from the southern gate is concerned, it would spend us about 20 min to the station, not to mention dorms which are in the most northern part. so unconvenient! it is said the reason is a rule that bus station is forbidden in campus. does it worth the benefit of students?

speechless

it is so cold today that i cancell the plan of checking information in the library, and stay in dorm instead. it is not warmer inside than outside. so i dressed my pajama inside and cotton coat outside. when i went to the washroom at about 11:00 this morning, i met a girl who is also living in the apartment but not the same room. each time we met each other, we would say hello. it was not exception this time. but it seemed that she didn't know the sudden meeting so words followed that "are you going for lunch"?  oh , what should i reply? no words and speechless!

about skype

i know some information here about the skype, a kind of software serving for chating. then i check it on baidu.com. with a little knowledge i download it, and soon become a resgistered user. but in the process of registering, it fail because the name has already been used. so i have to change to another one. but i still have no idea about how to chat with foreigners. then i try to find some one with the name what i want at first. when facing the result, i find there are so many chinese there . of course , some foreigners are there. so i choose an american sending a message and wonder if he/she could get the message. but no answers. then another one, still no answers . and the third one , no answers . so i give it up. i don't know whether there is something wrong with the software here or they didn't catch the regards or maybe they were too busy or popular! maybe other reason else! whatever i don't know and don't care. i will try again tomorrow!

alone

this afternoon,the partner was absent from the class . so i was alone after class. i always felt a little weird and awkward when walking in the street without any partners . it looks like that i am not popular. after the course of oral english , i asked some of classmates back to the dormitory together. but it failed . everyone has something of their own to do. it seems that the one who don't have the important thing to do is just me .on the way alone to the dorm, i came across two and so we were partners. but in the middle they went another way . as a result i was single again. the day before i have had a blog "enjoy loneness", at that time i really wanted it.and i am not afraid to be lonely in a quiet place. just don't like be single in public. now think it over , no one could be with you for ever even your parends or wife/husband. there are some words in a song "loneness is the happiness of one, binge shows the loneness of  a group". yes i have to get used of being alone and face it directly!

enjoy loneness

it is 8 years before when i first got the word "enjoy loneness" from the chinese teacher. it was hard to understand. but with the growth, i could catch the meanings partly! loneness helps to achieve success. and a success man must be patient to loneness.because only when calm could we think something carefully and profoundly , and when lonely we are calm. i am used to be alone and sometimes like it very much, not only because it could make me calm but i can do what i want freely  and quickly without care of others. since the begin of this semester, my roommate stayed at home at most time. and so i could be alone in the dorm most nights. i like it! but this week she will be back . hard to keep the loneness! but fortunately, it will be back next week! enjoy loneness!

so cold

it is so cold today and the highest temperature is only 16 degree in tianjin. and in the morning, though with the sunshine, the cold wind is blowing till now like flying swords. i am afraid of being blowed away! so without anything specia, i would prefer to staying in the dormitory alone. but , it is not better than the outside. i still have to in a cotton dress! it changed suddenly and is too hard to get used with the cold weather!